Captains Log...

(this is from the heart, excuse grammatical errors as I just freestyled this entire thing)

Dear Heart of a Broken Woman,

I know things are extremely rough right now. A lot of things have been happening to you and there just isnt any answer for it all. You gave your all and it was totally given no regard what so ever. Now, your hurt. Your hurt because you probably saw all the signs from a mile away. Your hurt because you probably told yourself that THIS one, THIS one, was not like the others. Your probably wondering what is WRONG with Me, well, not ME, but YOU and because You put so much away just to make sure he was happy YOU are wondering how in the world could things end this way. You probably made a lot of changes that you NEVER, EVER, thought you were gonna make because you never thought there would be a guy even worthy enough of getting such love from a woman like yourself. So what are you gonna do now? Well, your probably going to hate and despise every man or in your thought process now...every BOY that comes in your face. Every guy that drops a smooth line is just another "DOG," Every guy that says he will bring you the WORLD gets laughed at because YOU heard that LAST TIME. And the time before that, and the time before, and the time before and the time before that.

So what do you do you may ask? Well, that is a great question! And after you have smeared your make up into your pillow, swelled up your eyes, and burned a few belongings of your past I want you to sit down and read this next message. This dude has just lost one of the most priceless and hidden treasures that the world has never even knew existed. He lost a queen, a woman of pure royalty, a woman who in a few years will only be a mere myth or a story told in fables across tribal warriors and villages near and far. But now here is the second problem, there is a humble carpenter, extremely humble carpenter who will approach you in all the right ways. He will make your heart glisten like the moon, shining and being reflected off the ocean shore. But what will happen to this humble carpenter. Well everything that he is trying to build will be broken down into nothing! Why? well, because you have lost all faith in anything of the male species. The worth of all men have dropped in the black market of your four chambers. Even though he is doing it all there still wont be a single thing that he can do to make you feel like he is of great caliber to be taken into your fortress of solitude.

So in lamen terms he's up shits creek with a ply of that brown rough toilet paper...you know that rough shit that really is a cheap replica of cardboard and which pretty much means you have no chance what so ever. But its okay, I mean you were hurt and no one, and I mean, well YOU mean, well, you get it...NO autotune cant ever understand what kind of T-PAIN you just experienced. Well, sorry to break the news to you...because he just DID...As he poured his heart out to you into a cup that runneth over, you simply let it all run out. And when it all falls down, I always knew that one day that they, well, not they, but you, yea you would try to bring him down, because you were too paranoid that everyone was just trying to take you through the wire all over again. So you will doubt him and you will tell him he is just like the rest of them, and how he's only after one goal just like the OTHERS and all this other Jazz so he will get to the point where he can not take it anymore and go elsewhere with half the motivation to give his all to a woman because the woman he tried to give it all to royal flushed it all down the drain of anger, tears, sorrow, and pain.

Now what? London bridge has fallen down my fair lady and you have decided to not pick up and rebuild but to allow yourself to be completely demolished by your last who was clearly a wrecking ball in so many facets of your life. You will feel sorrier for yourself than the children in those commercials for starving kids in the third world countries. I sigh, because it did not have to be this way. I pray to the man up above to just understand what this woman has gone through and that you bless her heart and soul and place a still shoreline of tranquil and serene waves to her tsunami of a heart. Do this for me, well not for me, but for her, the woman that never knew how much she was cared for...The END...unfortunately...

Sincerely,

The Humble, Extremely humble Carpenter...